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I'm Okay

I'm not 19 anymore.

It should have felt worst. It did at first.

But I don't know how it happened. It just did. The hurt and evil thoughts disappeared and I don't know what filled it. It's not a void. It's not anything great either.

I don't know what I have right now. Not sure I need to think about it. Accept and move on? Certainly don't need an essay on it.

Maybe things go down easier the 2nd time round. Maybe it's been so long deep down I've grown tired of it without realising.

Well. No sense thinking about it anymore. Three things for sure. I'm not 19. Losing you as a friend would leave a void. I fight my own demons.

Love you as a friend ya.

Okay I miss looking good... but I don't think I'm being vain

I'm 27. I don't feel 27. I'm not sure I dress 27. What's the dress code for a 27 anyway. I dress like a 23.

I guess it has as much to do with working. I'm not working. I don't go out on weekdays dressed in long sleeves shirt and pants. I reckon I look pretty good in that, so I guess I do miss dressing professionally, looking mature, the impression of sofistication.

I looked out of place the other day. T-shirt & jeans with sneakers against my working friend. Well then again I always get tongue-tied and self-concious around you. Yah so not 27.

Shirts. Shirts will make me look 27 right?

taking a break

Colour Management for Windows XP

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more control over XP display